Score the gol and make it even

I cant sleep...woke up every hour from 1 am until 9...the first time i felt pain...down to my chest...i cant cry because i don't know what i am feeling...i am trying to rationalized everything that happened...and its 5 in the morning...still thinking what to do and say...thinking of the right thing to do..



Today is the first time we had problem...and i am trying not to make a big deal out of it...it is a big deal...but i keep trying to smile...thinking of good things in life i should cherish..and things that "glue" us together...

For a while...i cant think of any...wanting to know the reason why this happened...but at the same time...i don't really want to know...

Positive...yes positive....think a about thousands of things that i love....to hide and outshine this terrible event.

Trust is wounded...no words can heal that...
Make changes...send flowers...move mountains...
Only time will tell...

Another chance another day....till we hurt each other again...
I forgive...but never forget...
I might strike and score a gol...so that we are even...

Took risk....worth it?
Yes....i believe so

We are one....and if i hurt you...i know i will feel the same way too