Blogging....Whining...

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!

I cant even describe what im feeling rite now.....huhuhuhu the new job is true challange for me...huhu its not that i dont like challanges...but...sometimes...its too overwhelming....huhu too much....huhu ntahla...

Talkin about work again...i never thought that ill be soo close to what i want..but yet its not exactly wat i want....huhuhu yea...the actual thing is i dont even know what i want...

well...being a writer..welll i like writing...but never thought it would be a career...and being a persenter..i like being a presenter..but i dont think im really good at it...and some more....im writing SPORTS...gawd! its sumthing that i am never aware of....tak minat langsung...

And yea...sum people might think its silly to be whining like this...the why dont u come and do my job....being raised without knowing or like anything about sports..THEN...u have to write about it every hour..huhu wanna?

huhu i guess....i have to hold on...swallow everything....the changes...the bad...and the good...i know...i can do this...Kot!??

First Day At WOrk..

Hari nie....1 Aug is my first day at my new department...huhu patutnye aku masuk kul 12...and my editor asked me to come 1/2 and hour erlier, huhu ntah kenapa...that morning...selsema datang..then siap athma (hanjeng! dah lama giler tak kene!) huhuhu aku bangun seawal 7.00 pagi with no reason.

Then aku pun dengan merengseknya...without breakfast..kuar umah lebey kurang kul 9.00. hhuhu then...seperti yang dijangka...memandangkan jarak umah sekarang ngan Astroi bukit jalil bukan kecil2 anak jauhnye...huhu lebey kurang 1 jam lebey baru la sampai...

Dah sampai...naik cab dengan harga lebbey kurang pat hengget...kat guardhouse...sangkut pulak sebab tag aku hilang...nak buat plak...kene tunggu 2 minggu (hangjeng!!!! macam mana aku nak eccess pintu2 hikmat di situ?????!!!) takpelah...aku redha dan bertawakal ajE!!!!

huhu then..semasa menanti debaran aura kerja baru...aku pun posing2 le..dalam astro bukit jalil tu (yakin!!! masih tak makan lagi nie...) sampai le tiba kul 11 lebey..aku naik le ke atas....

pastu editor aka bos baru aku pun brief la...pasal gaji le...system le...format la...huhu dengau je le..


then aku diassignkan ngan sorang senior...huhu haiiyooo...aku kene wat SPORTS NEWS !!!! haiyooo!!! satu satunyer sports yang aku main ialah congkak kat ofis lama occay!!! huhuu terkedu...terkasima aku... terus clueless....nak patah balik tak boleh! huhuh aku pun gagahkan kudrat....buat news training on sports...huhuh menjelang kul 1...

dalam pikiran aku "errr...tuuttt (nama takleh sebut) kiter tak break semayang jumaat ke?" aku tanya...dia jawab ""ler...kene wat sue kai siap dulu...kitorang selalunya makan masa nak masuk keje..." haiiyo!!!! dalam benak pikiran aku...apa macam bikin?!!! aku dah janji Kak Liza n Didi tunggu kat cafe...dengan izin..aku pun turun le bawah jap dengan alasan nak beli roti...huhu pastu jumpa diorang kejap....RENGSEK!!!!

aku gagahkan buat sportnews..yang kemudiannya dikiritik (sah sah la satu menda pun aku tak tau kan!!! )huhu tapi dia cakap..takpelah..blaja pelan2 ye...huhuhu

kul 8 menjelma....aku balik...DEMAM TRUS!!!!!!!