Score the gol and make it even

I cant sleep...woke up every hour from 1 am until 9...the first time i felt pain...down to my chest...i cant cry because i don't know what i am feeling...i am trying to rationalized everything that happened...and its 5 in the morning...still thinking what to do and say...thinking of the right thing to do..



Today is the first time we had problem...and i am trying not to make a big deal out of it...it is a big deal...but i keep trying to smile...thinking of good things in life i should cherish..and things that "glue" us together...

For a while...i cant think of any...wanting to know the reason why this happened...but at the same time...i don't really want to know...

Positive...yes positive....think a about thousands of things that i love....to hide and outshine this terrible event.

Trust is wounded...no words can heal that...
Make changes...send flowers...move mountains...
Only time will tell...

Another chance another day....till we hurt each other again...
I forgive...but never forget...
I might strike and score a gol...so that we are even...

Took risk....worth it?
Yes....i believe so

We are one....and if i hurt you...i know i will feel the same way too

The Secret...that worked

I read this book recently and i changed my life...the Secret



But in order to read it you really have to open your mind...have strong faith in what you believe in and try to understand this self motivating book is based on science....yes..science!



Its all about positivity....good things attract More good things...
And being and feeling happy...it worked...i got what i want...and very happy with my life now ...

Read it..you'll know what i mean

XOXOXOXOXOX

HA!!!

HAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so bored....my lover is away to LA for a week...huhuh tak boleh contact...and im kinda bored....nothin intrestin on the internet really....what a lame pathetic excuse to write this ait? hahaha