Blogging....Whining...

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!

I cant even describe what im feeling rite now.....huhuhuhu the new job is true challange for me...huhu its not that i dont like challanges...but...sometimes...its too overwhelming....huhu too much....huhu ntahla...

Talkin about work again...i never thought that ill be soo close to what i want..but yet its not exactly wat i want....huhuhu yea...the actual thing is i dont even know what i want...

well...being a writer..welll i like writing...but never thought it would be a career...and being a persenter..i like being a presenter..but i dont think im really good at it...and some more....im writing SPORTS...gawd! its sumthing that i am never aware of....tak minat langsung...

And yea...sum people might think its silly to be whining like this...the why dont u come and do my job....being raised without knowing or like anything about sports..THEN...u have to write about it every hour..huhu wanna?

huhu i guess....i have to hold on...swallow everything....the changes...the bad...and the good...i know...i can do this...Kot!??